first of all i have my frist short stry published for all who are interested it can be found here [link]

Hello all sorry it has been months since i have updated anything and i still comment on art and vote on polls but nothing big. well i have tons on reasons why. i don't like doing journals all the time thats the first reason next there wasn't anything to report really. and i wasn't planing on writing anything till august because i had the saskatoon ex.
so lets start then there was the perdue fair the last week of july thats when we enterd things and that fair wasn't till august. so i won frist and second on my pictures there and my sculpture of a geisha won frist. oh ya and i wasn't doing anything the month of june because the sims 3 came out i was playing it all day and night. then right after the perdue fair we had the saskatoon ex and the day we droped off things was hard we were there for hours and filling out tags in all catagorys and the worst part they cut back alo of the catagories so we had way more compitition. but thats ok even thou i only won 2 ribbions i one frist in the cartooning catagory for my picture amara and second in the multicultureal for the big group picture i did with my friend ankou.magpie when i say her in agust last year. we spent five days on it. the picture is 2x1Ft of all our charaters and that page is full if we do one agian we'll need bigger paper but i am thinking of it.

then when the fair was done we had a week to relax then we had the next week to prepare for my uncle and granpas visit that was hard because my aunt and uncle in alberta think that because i or my parents don't work we don't matter because we have no responsibilitys and we come last. if anything some days thats true but most it doesn't because my dad needs full time care and my mom has to take him to apointments and make sure theres food in the fridge and make sure i get to my apointments and clean the house take care of the pets. but my dad takes up most of the time. and so it was like the night before byron (my uncle in winiepeg who lives with my grandpa, the only understanding member of the family really) arived with my grandpa that we figured out the sleeping arangements and who goes to whos house.

but at the same time our friend chris who is a great help to us all he got robbed and all his prized possessions were taken we now believe we know who did it. so he was saupossed to go to the football game that my uncle was takeing us to so he could thank him for all the things he's done. but chris was too uset and my dad was worried we would get robbed too. so me and my mom went and stayed at my aunts and byron and grandpa stayed at my uncles. now this is what gets me how can these people who are season ticket holders go to all these games they must have nothing better to do if it is so hard with planing to go to one how can you go to all you wouldn't have time to do anything else. so i wasn't going to go to the football game but my uncle-in-law (i call him that because he is my aunts husband and if they got divorced he would be my uncle anymore) was on call and my cousin had a wedding to go to and chriss and his 2 friends wern't going so my uncle got a few friends to go and i was stuck to help fill up seats and in the end we only had 2 tickets left and we sold them to a scalper for 25.

this was the september 11th game edmonton vs. calgary we went to the game because this is my cousins 3rd and last year as a cheerleader for calgary. then we walked all to the newt LRT because it was easyier to get on after the game and then me mom and my aunt walked to the hotel since it was right there. ya we got lost in edmonton my aunt can't drive she goes around in cricles and doesn't read her map so she's like "it's near this street but i didn't read my map and so were going to drive around to find it" oh ya we got lost, lots of times. so then we got into the hotel after the game and got ther ar midnight and when we relaxed we fell asleep by 2. then the next day we went to the west edmonton mall we spent 3 hours and we didn't make it to the imax thearther. we were in the frist 3 parts. and my aunt is so boring to shop with it's like "theres tons of things to do there but none are worth doing" but i did have fun at the store called milliuem and it's the coolest ever it's so cool it's full of knights and swords and dragons it was the best i diodn't care what my aunt thought.

my aunt is a JW (Jahovah's witness) and shes the biggest prude in the world she couldn't stand millium and it was really funny thou my mom took her into san fransisco and it was so funny they had there holloween costumes and my moms all time favorite was the blow up doll one where you go out as a blow up dollit funny oh and my aunt couldn't stand the pervert costumes and then we were walking out and saw the bongs they had i think bongs are cool i can't do pot but i find bongs so interesting with the glass and i always have and my aunt saw and she had never seen them before and she didn't know what they were lol it was so funny. then when i was getting bord out of my mind from not going in o any stores thinking ok it's time to leave we saw china town it was the coolest the whole time i didn't feel left out or anything and i felt like i belonged untill the point where i was looking for chopsticks and went walking around in cricles looking for them thats when i felt akward. so i got my sushi and mochi there and then a smoothie from boster juice and mom went to wednys and my aunt bought food from boster juice. so then we left and my aunt "forgot" to read her map again and we spent 30 mins driving around what i believe is a jewish comunity called wolfwillow. i think it's jewish because we saw a sinagaug and a guy with a beanie hat on. then we managed to get out of there and get on the high way to la combe where my uncle lives and we were to pick up my grandpa. so on the way my mom falls alseep and thats where evil aunt comes out the whole time there i was harssed by my aunt about every little thing and then she made up stories and lies saying that she called biggar school and they said my mom was holding me back and wouldn't let me come back to school. and thats not true i was going to go back for second semeter in school last year the and doctor said no and that if it was my interest to stay healthy stay away from the sun and think about it in a few years. and then she kept asking me if i spend so much money (besides food) where do i get it if i don't have a job. well i can't say allowence eventhough thats the truth because she will have a new story behind that and i say my uncle byron gets me to draw pictures of what he sees in his dreams. and she bugged me i had to get a job because i'm not saupossed to be lazy and live on welfare and never do anything. well one thats why i'm staying at home till we can figure out a plan for income and shit and right now is not the best time that will be more explained soon.

but i know my grandma didn't want me on welfare but i bet if she knew the new programs and shit that have come out in the past 10 years since she died she would know that it's one of my only choices since i'm disaled and there are ways to improve your life when your on welfare. i know lots of people wo have worked there way out of it because they had that helping hand. so after that we got to la combe and i told mom i want to go home and she did too since she wasn't feeling well so when we got to my aunts house and my aunt took a fit and we did make it out. and she tells us having a memory of the past is living in the past but when my grandpa turned 65 and all 3 grandauthers were there she wanted to do that for his 75th and because i was leaving it ruined it. ya well no i didn;t because byron video taped it and my cousin stacy wasn't there so i didn't ruin the thing.

so then we left and all was well when we got to hanna and then we didn't know the gas station was at a cross road and we got on the wrong one and found out when we got to taber it was then turning dark it was light till then and then the family called to make sure we were ok and they said your going to wrong way so we stayed the night in the car at the gas staion all night because they wouldn't let us drive. then we went on to vhuaxhal and from there medicine hat and the swift current to rosetown the we went right home to perdue. yha. it was stressfull then we had 3 days to ourselves the byron was comming back and we were having the brithday party for all of us. then we had the party it was good my counsellor phyn came she finally got proff i'm not a compulsive liar lol.

then that was over the 18th when grandpa and byron went home and then all was well and we were getting all things together and then on the 25th was the Dragonforce concert and it was the best ever i went with my friend jackie and we had so much fun i got to meet the band and we had so much fun i have vidoes on youtube and photos on face book and i will post some on here. so thats over and then chris got into a fight with town hall and went to jail for a week and got out 2 days now and were planing on moving and getting a house out of the police juristic were in and so right now we think we will wait to spring were not sure kinda thing. but were getting out of this town. and that brings us to today i am in art classes this on saturdays and thats about it i'm doing new art work for byron but nothing really more it's just for him i don't care where it goes. so now think this is long this is breiff of what has happend so now the notices.

i'm doing an art book still and i want all to tell me what picture are you favorites. i have new pics up and they will be up somtime today or this week i'm tried from writing so much.

then theres this new tag thingy
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i'm to tired to spell check so fuck spelling on this one and P.S.
Saskatchewan got snow!